Missing December and Christmas

I know this sounds crazy and I shouldn't be saying this when so many things are happening around me, like I am selfish and have not a care for others. But I really do miss the holidays and all they brought to me. And writing essays on them in school doesn't help.

As you should already know, school has started. In fact, the first week of school has passed. Some of you from my school might have noticed me standing at the side of the assembly gathering place during assembly- doing prefect duty. Last year, I was shocked to be called to stand up in class and told that I was chosen to be a prefect. I was literally speechless and my eyes were bigger than fish balls. I really didn't expect to be chosen because I kinda been talkative earlier in the year. Alright, I do finish my homework on time and get good results but I thought that they choose you based on your attitude more than results. I did get into a few tight spots with teachers last year so I thought I will be an ordinary student ALL my life. In primary school I had no experience of leadership as a prefect, monitor etc. etc. Of course, I wanted to be a leader, but I knew I don't really have much potential though my temperament(choleric, but I can be sanguine or phlegmatic) suits that position. So, well, please don't look at me and think that I am a hypocrite, I just can't help having fun and prefect duty doesn't really allow that though they say that we should enjoy our work. Now, I'm getting a lot of tension, but not more than PMR or SPM students. On the other hand, being a prefect might make me more mature.

Okay, enough of my musings. I believe 2010 will bring new surprises and blessings. Amen to that!