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Saturday, September 19, 2015

...yo~

If you just met me you probably might think I'm stuck up, boring and unenthusiastic about everything. That's right. I have no emotions towards almost anything in life because it is all dull to me, except for the things I treasure. But I do see all people as humans and I will treat you the same as I treat anyone. I am harshly fair and very unbiased, because I almost totally don't care about being anyone's favourite friend.

Looking from a different perspective, that's exactly what I care about. I care for the unamusing, the dull, the invisible, and the ignored. So if someone said a dry joke in class and you heard a stifled laugh from the back, that might be me. Welcome to my world. But when it comes to sports, knowledge and loyalty, I take these very seriously. But I guess results don't matter to me because I didn't care when I failed my chem or didn't get straight As in  A levels.

If you are a person who is like me, I probably wouldn't have approach you, but you can be sure I noticed you and I like your introvert personality. Cheers. If you screwed up huge, I like that, not that you screwed up but that you are in the same boat as me, I screw things up too. If you have confidence problems, high five. If you are a nerd, hi. If you are timid and shy, yo. If you are awkward, nice to meet you. If you talk slowly because you want to mean every word you say, I like you. If you hate the spotlight and just wanna be invisible, I noticed and I smiled inside. But I admire those that, although having this personality, are able to change their personality to become so charismatic and exciting when the situation calls for it, and I strife to be like that. It takes a lot of my energy though and I need to go back to my bubble and recharge... I noticed all your bubbles, but I'll keep that knowledge to myself.

I've nothing against the loud ones or the cool kids, I just can't be like you, so if you think I'm arrogant, I don't mind and I don't have the energy to explain it to you anyway.





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